*breathes*
I’m just going to word vomit what I can’t get past from Kurt and Blaine’s discussion in Kurt’s room last night, the things that I keep coming back to that aren’t letting me feel at all comfortable with how the episode ended with them being happy and being honest and everything being all right.
Because there’s still this tight clenching in my stomach over it, and I keep wanting to cry, and I can’t do anything but think about it and worry over it. I’ve spent most of the day telling myself it’s the writers just throwing things into the ring to make the conversation messy but dammit, I cannot reason it out in my mind and I need someone smarter and clearer and wiser and all of that stuff to do it for me.
